Thirty Four

Alright so here's the low down. I'm sitting literally in the corner of my balcony squeazing every bit of internet i can get from someone who was nice enough to not put a password on their connection. At the moment, the apartment still echoes when you talk, but none the less is coming together. With all the stress that came with finding the place, it's all settled and is really fun so far. Living with Rae is quite ridiculous, and not in a bad way. We are ridiculous. Since there is no phone, cable and slim internet pickings, you can only imagine what we've come up with to entertain ourselves. and all without alcohol. Jay has been over just about every night and we've watched just about every movie possible already. Mama Lipnicky is here for the week, and hopefully we find a little more entertainment for her to enjoy herself.

As much of a high that i'm on now from things finally coming together, my grandfather being in the hospital still sits in the back of my mind all day. We're not really sure what the situation is at the moment, but he's sick. Just when one thing gets settled, there's always something new that finds it's way into the Giammaria's lives.

The cold weather is already calling for little hats and blankets, and as much as i loathe the winter, i love this time of year. I'm so happy right now, and i've said it time and time again, and most of the time it leads to a depression entry, but i really am content. I wish i could see some friends that i've really been missing lately though. I suppose that's the only complaint i have. That, and the fact that my bed feels very large and very empty. Help?

Sheree, my work mommy, gave me a pep talk about going back to school today. As many times as i've heard the exact same words, hers were really inspiring. I really want to make the effort to go back. I feel like i gave up too fast and got distracted with other things, and i should have kept going. I'm in a better mind set over this past year, and I think i can really do it. I already am lacking a social life, so it's not like i'd be throwing anything away.

That's about it. Hopefully Intoenet allows us to connect more often and I can actually talk to the outside world seeing as yet again, I don't have a phone at the moment.

p.s. PJ, I found the box you sent me, and seeing as i'm living in the same building as my brother and don't have blinds yet, certain things in there come in handy very much.