Fourteen

so the week is finally over and i couldn't be happier. although it was a four day week, work was hectic. Sales reps were in and i had to be all fake and full of smiles and business laughs. Looking on the bright side, however, i was told that i should definitely try to move up to the design team eventually because they can see me drawing for the children's line. Going to work and getting paid to draw, kind of my ideal job.

The long week of not drinking is coming to an end, and it's feels nice to know that this week i didn't ruin myself on too much alcohol and late nights, whereas last week was quite the disaster. (as i'm writting this, Rae's cat is sitting like a person licking itself and i'm laughing to myself) I'm excited for this weekend. A few birthday celebrations, canada day parties, big clean up at home (yes, i'm excited to clean, wanna fight about it?) and who knows what else will happen.

My dad came home today and informed me that he got me the Ipod phone. I get it in two-three weeks because it's sold out just about everywhere and he had to order it. I'm a bit skeptical about it, seeing as i tend to break or lose valuable things all the time. But Rae is co-owner and will help me maintain it's perfect, beautiful form. I will not be able to sleep for two-three weeks, nor will i be able to stop saying "i can't believe i'm getting that phone" every two seconds.

I want to move out, so the saving/hunting begins once again. This time, i want to have atleast three months rent saved up and a bunch of furniture already bought. Hopefully it works out this time. Whether I will live alone or with someone is still a mystery to me.

I want to start scrapbooking all the pictures in the boxes under my bed and make someone really amazing that i can look back on and remember. Single photos alone have quite the epic tale behind them, i can imagine a book.

I miss meg. Alot. She's been gone since Sunday and at first it felt like she was gone for her normal boyfriend visit, but now it feels like my best friend is actually gone. Which worries me a little, considering she's been thinking about moving to Toronto. I want her to. She deserves to be happy, and she is happy. If living in Toronto will make her happier than I don't want anything else for her. But it's a little weird not going over to just sit and gossip and talk on the fuzzy white couch. Just putting it out there that if she moves, I won't help but feel a little lost.

That's about it for my week update. I got paid this week, so i'm sure there will be a weekend update as well. I'm kinda pumped to meet Rae's friend, Ally, this weekend. She's been talking about her so much and i'm sure we'll have a blast with her being here. I think i'm gonna go hang out with Chucks now (aka Guillaume ha) since Andrew the flake McGrath bailed on us tonight.

I got my other phone back. I would post the number but ANYONE can read this. therefore i won't. So if you have my number already, call me, text me, chit chat. If you don't have my number it's either for a reason, or you should message me on facebook and get it.

Have a good canada weekend. oh and p.s. the diet turned into a weight gain fest. I look pregnant. Just putting that out there as well. If you see me waddling down the street, don't think anything horrible about me. It's just a belly full of food.